I used to tell myself not to jump into things that I think I can’t do..
Now, I’m participating in something that is fun but lil’ -ve of me says that I can’t do it…..
I’ll be performing for my company’s group annual dinner …….And I planned the storyline..I’m the Mastermind, the director, one of the cast as well as one of the dancers…aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…I’m afraid that I will fail, fail the others, the worse part fail the company…But currently everybody is having fun and everybody is commited. That is one of the thing that I’m most grateful now. I can see that we all put our differences behind and commited to this performance..We are comited to WIN. We practice lunch time and after work…..*Kalau tak kurus tak tau laaaa*….. 😉
There are times that I have to juggle between home, Sayang, work and practice…I want to give attention to all..But Just couldn’t…As for today, I was quite tense with things i need to do.First, I got practice as usual during lunch then in the evening suppose we got practice again with Lani , but I went to costume shop which i feel i need to go, as I know personally the dancers and their body shape, the sihtty thing is got stuck in traffic jam, towards the costume shop and back from the costume shop…….Lastly, I couldn’t make it to the practice but able to show my face there and discuss a bit with the others…..After that got an Open House which Mom got invitation to it……Then the place was partially 5 % watery(not floody, but looks like it was flooding there), got my sandal wet, plus it was hot..I’m all sticky because I didn’t have time to take my bath in the office (i was planning to take bath at the office’s gym)..YOu do know how it feels right?Not comfortable, Sticky, hot….. 😦 After the Open House, Mom want to go to TESCO….there are like so many people there, and when they move their shopping cart, is like representing the way they drive….siht laa…not considerate at all, as they don’t give way to passer by..If you want to stop see people around you….I think shopping carts need to have signal lights like cars…honk, high beam, red light,maybe some insurance….Don’t they know TESCO closed at 1am on Fridays, Saturdays and Public Holidays? go later laaa…..I was so tense…got big head ache feel like blood rushing up and down so fast….Then, to cool myself down, I pop in my iPod in my ears and listen to my songs. The funny thing was, Mom was talking to me, and I couldn’t here her, so I need to slow down the volume, then she says “Forget it, Jom Balik” she was soo psis….She was kinda mad.*Sorry Ma, penat jugak aaa today*..
All rush ends….still I couldn’t sleep, as my mind is worrying and tense-ing on the show…I planned to mix video clips and live performance. As the storyline comes in the form of video clips and the live performance is the dance moves to connect the video clips plus its like bringing the action a bit in the show…
Now, waiting for my Sayang to come back from his “Boy’s Night Out”…..he needed that…. As humans we always need to cherish your friends, talk, drink, laugh and smoke(optional)….. 🙂 ….
maybe after hear his sweet voice i can sleep…*shrugging*…maybe….Night, Night….Lala luu Lala Luu Lala luu